Undefined Symptoms !@#$%^&<>?000........The End

It is more than a year I did something useful.I always attempt to clarify the situation but succeeded in befuddling myself!!!!. I had weird symptoms like pasikum aana saapida pudikaadhu, thukam varum aana bed la padutha thukam varadu , I did not like to sit,stand,bath ,getting up in the morning ….all mundane activities ....then....I would suddenly wake up @ midnight and surf for something to eat jus like bakasura … I used to think why does this happen to me ? Even now it remains as a question …..jus like UFO’s !!!!!!!! You kno I went to the Doc bcos I feared something was wrong with me !!!!!! He asked me what problem I had ????????????? I sat like a dumb .....then I said "Undefined Symptoms"
uuuuuuuffffffffff the problem here was sitting @ home ...Simpli Sitting Doing Nothing :P !!!!!
Sitting @ home is the worst situation for me and I hope I dont get this kind of situation after few years :D .... Once a upon a time I was placed in HCL a $4billion company :P … woooww !!! I will never forget those wonderful moments. My expectations increased day by day, with exuding confidence I used to open my mailbox daily as if I would get a call from HCL … :P !!!!!!!!!
My mind was just like a monkey jumping from one tree to another :P
After a few days I wanted to own a small & cute restaurant...then after a few months I wanted to become a film director....then I wanted to become a story writer….so everyday I had variety of thoughts and useless ideas!!!!
When I go out people ask me what are you ? where are you working? Such qs would drive kutty into darkness :( .Sometimes I feel hurt when I call my friend… “I m busy in office da ,sorry”
mmmm……I understand …then y is Kutty sitting at home doing nothing absolutely vetti :(
Then I started applying for jobs, luckily I gotta call from a decent and good company. I was preparing for nearly two weeks and somehow wanted to get in, but it was not my cup of tea.
I had put my heart and soul in learning words that sounded like lionocerangoutgadif(not sure abt the spelling :D ).I was down with confidence and tried very hard to get out of this shock …a second shock!!!!!!!!!
How can Kutty’s kutty heart bear it????That night I went to bed with tears from my lovely eyes.
The next morning I was so dam fed up to sit @ home ...” oh!!! Kutty come on cheer up”
so I took my bag and caught a bus that took me to Mux Muller Bhavan. I enrolled myself for a six week course, so that I can put an end to those ‘undefined symptoms’ .It was an intelligent move and so called ‘undefined symptoms’ are getting vanished. Moreover I feel good these days bcos of the feel of classroom again, new group of friends, positive and an enthusiastic environment.
“Kutty jus think was your tears worth …..no . thank god I wasted only two weeks :)……
I stood in front of the mirror looked at my jubilant face full of enthusiasm. I said to myself “Kutty Life is full of hitz and misses.Dont you know beautiful pictures are created in the dark .So if you are in darkness then God is creating a beautiful picture for you. Life is sooooo beautiful and learn to accept as they are !!!!!!”
Be as CooooooL as possible !!!!!!!!!!!